got back results. so so so disappointed. compare to my last yr's results, i did really veri badly. and i think my class got a lot of ppl fail. cuz i got 59.8 and i'm still 10th in position in my class. such sucky results i can get 10th in my class. so can see how bad my class is compared to other classes. i'm really, very, so not happy. at first i got back my results i still dun feel as bad. it's only when i sit down and think about it, i realise i really did so badly that i dun ANYTHING this june holiday. my mum didnt scold me or anything but i really feel bad. SOMEBODY KILL ME PLEASE.

mrs chia told my mum i was talkative and cant concentrate in lessons sometimes. i think my mum is goin to control me liao. i dun think i can go out as often. haiz. wonder wat my dad would say when he see my report card later. i know he wont scold me. that's when i feel guilty.

went out with jenny juz now. veri fun lah. totally forgot about my results. had fun with her. until now, when i sit down and think about it, i dun think i deserve to have all the fun. haiz



iamsadtoo*guhaemevigdnaemotemocnacuhsiwiwoh. cheer up.
secret msg:JENNY! REMIND ME NOT TO SLACK!!!